Tuesday, March 15, 2016
It Was Me All Along, by Andie Mitchell
It was Me All Along is a memoir about a young woman's life, loves, and relationships, particularly when it comes to food. All her life, Andie Mitchell turned to food for comfort, companionship, and as a refuge from the turmoil in her fractured family life. This story chronicles that disordered relationship, and the toil it took on both her body and her sense of self of self, as she navigates the ups and downs of growing up, going to college, and eventually finding where she does - and does not - fit in the world. Reaching an all time high weight of 268, Andie does the hard work to discover why she's always turned to food, what she can do about, and ultimately the path she needs to take to find health and healing.
I really connected with this book. Ms Mitchell is a wonderful descriptive writer and story-teller, and she makes you both root for her all while wincing at the stops and starts along the way. It did take me a little longer to finish than it normally takes me.... not because the book wasn't great (it was), but because it was a heavy and at times heart-wrenching read. Her story was a messy one, but it was also filled with hope. It left me feeling inspired, and proud of this woman I have never met. Her weight loss (of over a hundred pounds!) was amazing, but it was almost secondary to the realizations about self-love she made along the way, as well as the healthy and balanced relationship she had with food by the end. As someone who really appreciates good food, in what I'd like to think is a healthy way, her triumphs made me happy, especially after learning that she actually went into food blogging and writing as a career. It was as if her disordered eating - which could have chewed her up and spit her out - instead refined her, made her stronger, and forced her to find the tools she needed to turn her love for food into something beautiful and healthy and life-affirming.
For me, the mark of a great book versus a good one is what I do when I'm done. When I finished this book, I immediately looked up Andie Mitchell to follow her all over social media (which, by the way, I suggest you do too.... if for no other reason to find out what became of her relationship with Daniel)
Beautiful book, and beautiful human. Inside and out.